July 27, 2010

Leaks...

Been following the leaks from Afghanistan...the untold covered up stories, parts of them...people are getting very excited about the whole thing, as if they've just discovered dynamite.

This shit has been going on for 10 years now...suddenly Afghanistan is remembered again...which is good but it's a tad late...thousands of lives have been destroyed in an already poor ravaged country...

The same happened to Iraq - it must take a big story for people to remember...again, meanwhile a whole nation and thousands of lives have been totally destroyed...and the same goes for occupied Palestine, it must take something monumental for the world, the Western world in particular to react...

It's like you need to go and dig for that empathy, through torturous routes, and all that it takes is for some Western run agency or person to divulge parts of the Truth, (because trust me the whole truth is still buried down there), for any of it to become credible...for any of it to be listened to...to be acknowledged...but for years and years...nothing much happened...I suppose people still secretly held on to the idea that the victim must have asked for it...must have deserved it somewhere...yes I know it sounds crude but damn it, it rings so true...and this is another chapter, a thorny chapter reserved for later...

And most likely nothing much will happen again...a big brouhaha that will soon abate until another scoop comes along...

This is truly sickening...truly sickening, because nothing that has been leaked is new..it is not new knowledge...it is the barbarity of the US enterprise and that's not new knowledge...

So one layer of illusions has been torn away on one end and layers of skin have been torn away on the other end...and from the reactions I've been observing the message is clear to me - more layers of skin must be ripped apart before anything is believed ...the message am reading - give us more leaks about death and destruction so we can believe that we're not the people we believe we are...leak some more so we can slowly shed through illusions about ourselves...at our own pace...like in 20 fucking years, maybe more...

And the other becomes more feed for you...for your self improvement.

This is too much...I will stop here for now.

July 25, 2010

The Donkey Party.


This is serious stuff...not satire at all.

While some have been converting to Paul the Octopus sect, in the wake of his World cup football predictions, am happy to announce that am converting or more aptly joining the Donkey party of Iraq - called in Arabic Jamiat Al Hameer Al Iraqiya. The Iraqi Donkey's Association also known as the Abu Saber Party.

The headquarters of this party which has been approved by the Kurdish Regional Government - probably the only intelligent thing this latter has done - are in Suleimaniya.

But this is no chauvinistic party and is not limited to "Kurdistan". The founder Omar Glul, secretary general of the Party is nicknamed Abu Saber. Abu Saber is also a name given to Donkeys in Iraq. Saber comes from Sabr and Sabr means Patience...Abu Saber means the Father of Patience and who better represents that than a Donkey ?!

The HQ are located in a 5 stars hotel in Suleimaniya. And this party has found much support and mobilization amongst the Iraqi population, in particular its intellectuals who pride themselves to be "original donkeys". And am happy to be one of them.

The Donkey Party branches are called stables and its manifesto is very simple.

The founder affirms that we should all live like donkeys - zmal in Iraqi, because at least Donkeys don't kill one another for power, money or politics...and Donkeys don't lie.

I've said before on this blog that I have never been a member of any party quoting G. Marx - I will never join any club that will accept me as a member...but I am making an exception, and am hoping that the Iraqi Donkey party will honor me and accept me as a loyal lifelong member...

Abu Saber - the Donkey - is running for office on the next round of elections in "Free and Democratic" Iraq - Please show full solidarity and vote for him.

Long live the Donkey Party of Iraq - Long Live Abu Saber.




P.S : Thank you Firas for guiding me to the Iraqi Donkey party...hope you will join us too.

July 23, 2010

More English Filth...

There was a program early evening on the new "debate" around the "legality or illegality" of the war ON Iraq, taking place in not-so Great Britain...

Seven years on, only now is there a debate about - if the reasons leading up to the war ON Iraq and consequently their legality are justified or not...

Oh my, the English are having a sudden coup de coeur for Iraq or what ?! Or are they just going through the usual motions of the "mea culpa" in an attempt to atone for the crimes ? You know trying to look good in public - stiff upper lip and plum in ass and what have you...

You lot make me laugh...and when I see you pontificate, my contempt and disdain grow even stronger...it kind of implants itself in my being, solid like rock, solid like roots from an old tree that refuses to bend...

What are you debating you wankers ?! Debating what exactly ? After what ? You really have no shame whatsoever. You are a total disgrace. A total failure. A totally immoral, amoral people.

So you want to give yourself a good conscience after 7 years of mayhem and murder, where we saw and still experience the unthinkable ? Where the most abject violations of basic human rights were carried out by none other than yourselves (and the dumb fucks called Americans) -- what are you debating you scum, you perverts of history !!!

The English turd said - now we will need to let go of the past and concentrate on helping Iraqis reconstruct their country....that English pervert did not say - Help the Iraqis re-construct what we destroyed....he did not say help the Iraqis get rid of the Iranian criminal puppets we installed for them. He did not say clean Iraq of millions of years of contamination and toxicity, he did not say pay for the horrendous damages we inflicted on an innocent country and an innocent people....

No, none of that was said --help us reconstruct what you English filthy, once a month bather piece of shit ? Reconstruct what ??? What is there left to reconstruct ?!

Why don't you and the American pieces of crap tell it like it is - why don't you say we wanted to invent a new Iraq but we are not managing...we have failed, we have tried but we can't make it...why don't you say - we would really like to leave it in chaos just like it is...because this is what you really want - only this will ensure the breaking of the Iraqi spirit...

Your fucked up General Maude did not manage it in the 20's, so you think you can give it a jolly good shot now - don't you ?

The legality of the war eh ?! After you made your Blair a viceroy of peace ?! After you voted for him twice ? After you massacred Iraq, and its south in particular ! After you tortured our people and sodomized them under her Majesty's rule. After you used the most lethal weapons on us during Gulf War I and II, leaving Iraqi mothers to give birth to babies with two fucking heads... Now you come and debate ?! Debate -- if the reasons leading up to the war were justified or not, debate how legal it was ?!

There is NOTHIING, absolutely NOTHING justifiable about your acts. NOTHING. And trust me, even if it takes another 20, 50 or 100 years, we will sue your putrid, filthy English arses...and you will pay...you will pay.

I heard that Iraqis took great pleasure in pissing over General Maude's grave, we're not done with you yet...

July 21, 2010

What is there left to say ?

No seriously, what is there left to say about Iraq ? What is there left to write about ?

When "covering" the Iraqi elections, I said - If Allawi ever tries to form an alliance with the driller Muqtada Al-Sadr, responsible for the ethnic cleansing of Iraq, alongside other Shiites militias - I will stop blogging on Iraq in any serious way...

Allawi only made it thanks to the Arab Sunni and some Shia votes. And what do we get in return ? Not that I voted - I don't believe in the shit political process under dual American-Iranian occupation, established over 1.5 Million Iraqi corpses. I leave that to other Iraqi bloggers who are so eager to get the stamp of approval from their masters the Americans and Iranians and God knows who else...and maybe get an American green card or a permanent residence in Tehran in exchange for their loyalty...

Well guess what ? Just as predicted, Allawi is forming an alliance with the chief driller, rapist, torturer of -- Arab Sunnis, Women, Gays, Christians, Palestinians, Sabaeans, Yazidis, and even some Shias...

Really what can I blog about now ? Many Iraqis wanted to believe that these last elections were a tiny window, infinitely small window of change - just enough to let some oxygen in, some air through...not more...but it seems that even a bit of oxygen is too much to ask for...

In the meantime, Tariq Aziz, that loyal clean man has been transfered to the Iraqi dungeons in another kangaroo court. He is not allowed any visits not even by the impotent Red Cross (you need to present your resignation by the way - Red Cross. You are a total failure). Not allowed to seek any medical care even though he is very ill...along with 26 other prisoners some with serious cases of advanced cancer.

The charges leveled against Tariq Aziz and the others by the most corrupt government in the world, and it is not me who says so -- just google corruption indices..the most corrupt government that Iraq has known in its history, the government of "huthala" scum from Iran and Kurdish warlords and pimps, installed by none other than the biggest criminal thug on the face of the earth called - America.

Guess what the charges are ? Wasting public funds. Kid you not.

Billions of dollars are being stolen from the Iraqi treasury and the Iraqi people, and the charges against Tariq Aziz and his mates are "wasting public funds"

Tariq Aziz and the rest, the sole of their shoe, read me again - the shole of their shoe is cleaner and more noble than all the Iraqi puppets combined, than all the Iraqi bloggers around, than all the so-called experts on Iraq...

But there is more...

Today I learned that an Iraqi student in physics was gunned down by unknown masked men - he was a student in Baghdad University and his field of expertise was depleted Uranium. They shot him in cold blood in broad daylight. My sources confirm that this is the work of foreign intelligence services still fully operational in "free" Iraq. We have around 23 of them, well established with offices....in Baghdad.

Another thing - the Iraqi female blogger Hiba Al-Shamaree, the young doctor abducted and imprisoned in the Khadimyia dungeon (where all prisoners of conscience eventually perish) is under very serious risks of death.

These are the latest snapshots from the new Iraq founded by American Democracy and Freedom.

As for us -- 4 million exiled, refugees -- well, we can wait some more...

July 17, 2010

Psychopaths seen from Beyond...from Above.



People have a very naive simplistic view of what a psychopath is. Watching too much TV and reading serial killers novels have something to do with it.

But just as there are different levels of human vice and corruption, there are also different levels of psychopathy.
As a matter of fact the two go together. The more contaminated a person, country is - the higher the level of psychopathy.

Now there are two kinds of psychopaths, grossly put. One is dumb and one is more sophisticated.

Both are terribly boring though, and truly there is absolutely nothing fascinating about them.

Because apart from wanting to destroy, (and again there are many levels of destruction - from outright killing to morally eliminating "opponents", using others and the rest...) psychopaths are really pathetic people. And in turn they form pathetic nations...

Whatever their level of "intelligence" - and I do not believe in the intelligence of the psychopath - he/she is very easy to unmask, despite his/her so called outward sophistication.

Once you get beyond the charms and the language/verbiage (and some can be eloquent - very rare but possible - most are blathering idiots though), once you get past the aura of strength and cold calculations - that the psychopath takes much pain into constructing, once you go beyond his/her ultimate arsenal, weapon - which is really to kill (again don't be a literal imbecile - there are different levels and many ways of killing) ---once you go beyond all of that - you will find that the psychopath is nothing but an amass of pure envy, someone driven by Impotence in the largest sense of the word...

He/she takes on all the allures of the Devil...and the devil is their best friend...

Satan, Al Shaytan had a conversation with God (as related in the Holy Koran). The shaytan  expressed displeasure for not having been the chosen one - for not being the object of worship by Adam (the primordial being as per Islamic cosmology). He/she felt outraged that all the Angels were commanded by Allah to prostrate to Adam and not to him/her. So the shaytan said to Allah - You have created me out of Fire and you have created Adam out of clay (meaning that Fire is eternal and Clay is not). The shaytan was very envious. He was not going to be the object of worship by the Angels...someone else took his/her place. Someone made of clay. A humble element, a fragile, easily disintegrating, easily broken element...nothing comparable to Fire that consumes and cannot be consumed...

I am putting all of this in relatively simple terms...and I shall continue...

So Allah/God patiently listens to the outraged, indignant shaytan, terribly crushed in his pride...and replies to him.--I know things which you have no knowledge of. Again terribly hurt in his pride, the shaytan replies to God - I will wreck havoc on earth. And again Allah replies  Go ahead and do so, and you will do so for a limited time only and remember you will never be able to detract /touch those who are faithful believers in Me.

So God decided since the shaytan was so full of it, full of his own fire - his abode will be the house of Fire - Hell. And he was cast down to the pits of his own element, his natural home... And God added - you shall do so (wreck havoc) for a "limited appointed time"

The shaytan felt absolutely no remorse in wanting to wreck havoc with Adam (human beings), his envy drove him away from God into his/her finality which he/she will never be able to transmute...or escape from.

The problem with the shaytan is really his idiocy. He/she is truly pathetic.

I find this character to be a classic cretin. He/she thought that his/her nature is unchangeable, eternal, omnipresent, omnipotent, ever living...but God - the All-Mighty said otherwise. He said for a "limited appointed Time" and He also said "you will not be able to touch those who are faithful to Me".

And the rest is history...the miserable, self consummated, self consuming shaytan sitting in his corner of hellish envy, lecherously coveting, started his/her own strategies - plotting, planning, scheming and his/her arsenal of weapons looked more and more sophisticated. All kinds of firearms - bombs, guns and the rest - brute force. But not only - other weapons were also devised - lies, deception, manipulations, rationalizations, denial, minimizations, justifications... and more weapons, subtle ones - eloquent glossy speech, charm, seduction, praise, humiliation, denigration, silence, indifference, apathy and the rest...I am sure you can complete the picture...all serve one purpose - kill, destroy, to appropriate the object of envy.

And throughout this shaytan's odyssey, the one thing that remains constant is this characteristic - a total lack of remorse.

Now this characteristic is what defines a psychopath par excellence. And if they do show any remorse, you can immediately tell that it is insincere - you know it - because something visceral, primordial in you -- makes your skin crawl with the depth of the insincerity.

Psychopaths, males and females -- are doomed.

Beyond their boring arsenal, their ultimate aim is nothing but to destroy you (remember the many levels of destruction I spoke of earlier on). But take heart, because they cannot and will not be able to do so. Here is the shaytan and his/her plan and here is God's promise.

I extrapolate from this "simplistic" level to other levels and I juxtapose it across, beyond individuals -- you or I may have encountered to -- peoples, borders and nations...

And my conclusion is all too obvious - from the many years of blogging and dealing with "people", I can tell you that the great majority of Americans fit the profile of the Psychopath. But not only, you can also add other countries. I'd favor Iran and Israel as psychopaths, as well...

I know so, because those you tried to destroy, obliterate, kill -- out of envy, greed and covetousness -- hear your rationalizations, minimizations, denials...and silence, daily, and they smile....They look down upon you and see you in Hell.

Oh, and they find you terribly boring imbeciles, too.


Painting: Iraqi female artist, Betool Fekaiki.

July 15, 2010

Make a Tangible Difference.

I very much believe in THIS recipe

Feed others and you will be fed in return...Spread the message wide.. .

Thank you!

P.S:  My secret wish - if someone can start the same in Baghdad's slums.

July 14, 2010

An Open Wound...


Everything that is related to Iraq pains me deeply...everything I read, every Iraqi I see, everything I remember, every song I hear, every picture I come across...

Iraq is an open wound that will never close, will never heal...Iraq is my raw open wound...

I've tried several times to get to the bottom of the pain, I've always believed in getting to the bottom of things, fearlessly so...this does not mean that at times I did not shun away, avoiding it at all cost, sure I've done that too, but when the wave washes over, more often than not, I let it come...

And tonight is one of those waves washing over...crushing itself on hard rock.

The silence, indifference, abandonment...of Iraq is the hard rock...but who can stop the waves ?
By God tell me who can ?

It pains me so much to see Iraq so devastated. No, let me be courageous here -- it does not pain, it rips me apart...it tears my soul... my heart. Maybe I've become the timid voice of devastation --  the voice out of the ruins...

I say timid, because however forceful I may come across, my voice feels like an echo resounding from a graveyard, where all is silent around me...the silence of death.

It does not take much to make me plunge in the wave...it can be anything...any little thing...

It can be an article on the people of Falluja -- not only nuclear waste running in their bodies, but also inhaling the smell of sewage that floods their streets and seeps into their food. It can be another article about another Iraqi woman selling her body, in desperation. It can be an idiotic film like the one I was watching last night, a stupid Egyptian film (like most Egyptians films), the guy in the film supposedly went to Iraq, met Saddam Hussein, met G.bush, and ended up in Abu Ghraib - only to be saved by an nice American brave boy. It was supposed to be a politico comic film.  Egyptians are really going downhill. I can tell from the quality of their films...

What stuck with me from this third rate Egyptian film, was the Abu Ghraib scene...I saw it in my mother's eyes too, they froze. Her old trembling hands turned into clenched fists...there was nothing in the scene like the real Abu Ghraib, but the name was sufficient...

I tried calming her down, I said " Mum it's only a stupid Egyptian comic film.." she replied without a blink   "this is no film, this is us, this is what happened to us...what is happening to Iraq - we've all become Abu Ghraib "...

There was nothing I could say to that...she said the Truth...

Today another thing made me plunge again...I wanted to put some order in my 100000000 papers lying everywhere, like black and white mountains...I don't know how I stumbled upon this : an old glossy magazine with some torn pages dated 1980. I must have brought it with me. Why did I bring it with me ? I looked at the withering cover and the name of the magazine was UR. I wanted something from UR and I picked the first thing that I laid my hand upon...

I flipped through it, half of it was dedicated to Palestine...the other half to Iraqi art, calligraphy, architecture, archeology and literature...

Now I remember this magazine UR, it was printed on a monthly basis by the Iraqi Cultural Center and distributed for free. Everything in this Iraqi cultural center was Free. Art exhibitions, lectures, traditional fashion designs shows, concerts, beautiful artistic reproductions, posters specially designed by artists, prizes for the best creator, poetry evenings, art classes, receptions with food and drink and of course the UR magazine...all for free...free of charge.

High quality production of nearly everything...top quality.

I put down the only copy of this magazine I've managed to exile with me...I retained the date 1980.

I was transported back in time, back to this era...and I saw how Iraq slipped down gradually...1979, the psychopath, deranged agent of the West - Khomeini - came to power in Iran. In 1980 that lunatic wanted to free Jerusalem via Baghdad - an excuse to destroy Iraq with a war that left us very feeble, 8 years later...with thousands of both Iraqis and Iranians dead, and Jerusalem more occupied than ever...

I will not go into all the historical details of the war...but I firmly believe that 1979 was a turning point not only for Iran but also for Iraq. The old Persian chauvinism was here again under an Islamic cloak...a so-called Islamic cloak...

Today in retrospect, I affirm without the shadow of any doubt that Iran has been incremental in the total destruction of Iraq and that -- since the 80's. What I am witnessing today is the natural outcome of this deep Iranian hatred for anything Iraqi, orchestrated, planned and facilitated by the American Zionist occupation of Iraq. Of this, I have zero doubt.

UR is lying in front of me...I compare 1980 and 2010, from the pages of an old torn magazine...

Someone wanted UR dead.

I flip again through the pages, I stumble upon translated Palestinian poetry.

I will copy a few lines, stanzas here...faithfully translated into English by an Iraqi back in 1980.

Here upon your chests we remain like a wall,
And in your throats
Like a piece of glass, or like cactus thorn
And in your eyes
A hurricane of fire
Here upon your chests we remain like a wall.
We wash dishes in the bars,
We fill the glasses of the master race
And wipe the tiled floors in dark kitchens,
So that we can drag out
A morsel of food for our children
From between your grey fangs.
Here upon your chests, we remain like a wall.
Hungry, destitute, defiant,
We sing our poetry,
And fill the angry streets with demonstrations,
And fill the prisons with our pride,
And make our children
Into generation after generation of avengers....

(Here We Remain by Tawfiq Zayyad)

I flip more pages and here is another one by the Palestinian poet Samih Al-Qassem, again faithfully translated by an Iraqi back in 1980...

Here are the veins of my life
Take them and weave from them
For our children in revolt.

I flip more pages and stumble on yet another one...by another Palestinian poet, again loyally translated by an Iraqi, and another poem and another...

Poetry stuck in between Hatra - the city of Sun and Nimrud, in between the Tigris and the Euphrates...in between eras,  in between our history, in between our lines and pages...

I grabbed one remnant of UR with me.  I must have stuffed it in my suitcase, in between the pages of a passport with no official stamp, in between the pages of a passport stamped - Exile.

Painting : Iraqi female artist, Betool Fekaiki.

July 10, 2010

A Ball of Fire in a Losing Game...

I suppose everyone is busy with the world cup...watching out for a ball...

Who will score ?

Octopus and donkey challenge each other...I prefer being an octopus to a donkey...at least my tentacles can be of some use...mind you the donkey can kick too...

Have you ever been kicked by a donkey ? I tell you it's a nasty piece...

Take Allawi for instance...he's our in house donkey...but he can't kick shit. What is this idiot trying to achieve exactly ? I mean the sectarian Shiites shits are killing off his party members one by one and this dude hopes to form a coalition government...

Each month, a bulletin comes out from the Iraqiya coffee club..."We hope to form a government next month - please stay tuned " it's been like 6 months...

Allawi is an idiot who believes in the American Santa Claus...if you can't form a government when you have won majority seats then you can't form a government full stop -- not in 6 not in 12 months.

I always thought that Iraqis were smart, I retract...they are too fucking dumb...can't they see that even America is enjoying the chaos ? What were they betting on exactly ? A dead horse?

The dead horse of nationalism, patriotism, Iraq first - kind of garbage...you sold it all you bloody fools...you are fucking losers...this is a poker game and you can't play shit...

Yalla rush to your parliament, wait for more speeches...and pocket fringe benefits -- maybe they will give you crumbs...

Meanwhile, daily, Iraqis are being burned alive...with car bombs and suicide belts...

Al-Qaeda, insurgents, terrorists -- you moan...

Don't you understand that this sectarian Shiite government is exactly like the Jewish Zionist one. They will kill their own in order not to give in an inch...

There was a video on youtube, about an Iraqi civilian catching fire, he stripped and ran naked in the streets of Baghdad, with his body on fire...Youtube removed that video..If anyone saved it, send it over...youtube always removes the truth...a truth it does not want you to see, while you're watching your world cup...

I feel kind of guilty, I watched that video about 2 months ago and promised myself to upload it on my blog....now it's gone...But I do remember naming it in my head - a ball of fire.

July 9, 2010

Alternative Tweets.2

5 Tweets per post.

1- One blog follower, reader wrote that the Prophet Mohamed "is a pedophile". (and more) This American thing, wrote it  because some Middle Eastern guy dumped her...she also said that her "pussy was worth money" and it's important for a guy to have what it takes for that "pussy"...Really not much more can be expected from American women...that about sums them up. The odd thing, she has a picture of Malcolm X on her blog, poor thing  he must be turning in his grave. Black Americans don't deserve a Malcolm X. But they do deserve the white clown, uncle Tom who is ruling them...

2- An American is an American is an American....black or white, it's the same old dumb shit all over again...

3. Still can't get on Twitter, so am continuing here. Talking about Americans, another one wrote to me telling me that she does not understand  "why Muslims pray to God from their asses ". She thought that was a funny comment, I must add that this piece of American garbage is a so-called anti-war leftist. Seeing her face you'd see that she looks like an ass herself.

4. There is something excessively irritating about Americans in particular their women - well I notice it more in their women because I have the misfortune of coming across them more often - you know the type, saviors of the third world. One idiot travels East and you never hear the end of it - she spends like a couple of weeks or a couple of months, she eats the local food and she returns back to her USA dump an expert on your affairs. I have plenty of examples...these women are first class hypocrites..and almost always a sexual story is involved in the picture...she was either laid or is hoping to get laid (and or married) by/ to a local...

5) From the look of it, American men must be lousy in bed...I doubt their female counterparts fare any better...tel homme, telle femme, et vice versa...

Alternative Tweets.1

Was tweeting "normally" and suddenly am not allowed to tweet anymore...I write and nothing happens...I tried the troubleshooting part, non applicable...
So until this gets fixed, if ever ---I shall continue my tweets here on this blog...it's going to be 5 Tweets per page...and that's the way I want it.

1 - look at this nonsense. some Octopus psychic is predicting Spain's victory at the world cup. I predict otherwise...after all, these kinds of predictions are psychological manipulations, a sort of self fulfilling prophecy. Not that I want the Nederlands to win, I do prefer Al-Hambra to windmills and Paella to Gouda Cheese...plus the Dutch don't have a good reputation in South Africa, mind you neither did the Spaniards during the Inquisition...Oh well, to hell with them all.

2 - the nice thing about tweeting on my blog is that I have more than 140 chars to express myself...and guess what else, I don't have to read anyone's else shit...

3 -maybe I should write about a post about this - met two Palestinians, two different backgrounds altogether...we talked about Iraq. One made me proud and the other made me sick...

4- I am surprised at myself that I still follow some twitters, some of them stink to high heaven...talk about "social " networking....

5- Iraq is (not so) curiously absent from "social" micro-blogging, apart from one or two who make it a point to remind the world out there that Iraq still exists...but please do tell us about Octavia Nasr or the Flotilla...sickening !

July 7, 2010

War of Words...


Language, words, baskets of sentences...individual perceptions, experiences, the subjective made objective, black on white...the subjective becomes my objective world, it becomes MY world. It becomes my Word...

What is so difficult to understand about that ? No really, seriously, what is so difficult about this very simple equation ?

July 2006 - July 2010, 4 years I've been spilling my guts, on paper...not just my guts, but also facts, proofs, historical tidbits, my own personal history meshing into a collective history, another window, a different window...

I've wanted my blog to be a window...and eventually a door...first you look and if you like what you see, you enter...into the world of an Iraqi, into the voice of an Iraqi who refuses your lies...and who is holding onto that house, that home with a window and a door, made of words...

Is that too complicated to comprehend ?

And yet, for 4 fucking years, I've been getting nothing but self proclaimed interior architects, interior designers seeking.. change the window, change the door, change the roof, change the rooms, change the partitions, change the walls, change the layout...change to fit..

Fit whom ?

Fit whom exactly ?

You see you need to speak a language people can relate to, you see you need to mitigate your sentences so as not to offend, you see you need to win over more people, you see you need to influence the greatest number, you see you need to appear as one of them, you see you need to, you see you ought to, you see you must, you see you should...

Fit whom and where ?

Which language are we talking about here ?

The standard language, the homogeneous language set by the Occupier and his media and his think tanks ?

Am I expected to use the same language that destroyed my land, that destroyed my home and that destroyed our lives ?

Like what am supposed to do, cordially invite the traitors, the rapists, the torturers and killers into my home of words and take them on a tour of the house ?

Or maybe am expected to invite the apathetic ones, the indifferent ones over tea and biscuits with - excuse me please make sure not to trip over the cadavers on your way in....

Am I to tailor my language, my style, my decor, to suit my invading guests and their sleeping farting cronies or am expected to copy the in vogue language while their bombs are blasting outside my window, smashing my walls and ripping through my garden ?

So which one is it, honorable ladies and gentlemen ?

You drop bombs and you fire bullets, I drop words and I fire them back...

Had I been interested in winning over the sheep, I would have joined an animal farm...had I been interested in becoming a star, I would have tailored my language to suit you, suit you enough, but not quite...just the way you like it cooked - medium rare.

But this is not about suiting you, this is about protecting and safeguarding my house...my territory, my memories, my loved ones, my land, my history...and this is about exposing you.

I could have easily, so easily opted for a different language...placed a little picture of myself, given you my real name, and jaywalked through the maze of your political labyrinth -- that would have even earned me a couple of appearances on CNN, BBC, Al-Jazeera and maybe even Fox News...it would have earned me several interviews, maybe a couple of prizes, and a few job offers in prominent establishments...I would have earned your respect...because you would have managed to mold me into something that is acceptable to you...something in line with your values and ideals...the same values and ideals that broke my home, turned it into rubble and exiled me...I would have become a star...a celebrity...the kind of stars and celebrities you stamp with your seal of approval...

But I resisted all of that...I resisted all the attempts, all of them...whatever their form and under whatever package they were presented to me...however ugly or seductive they may have been...I made abstraction of the language you use and slipped through the punctuations and paragraphs like dribbling ink, like mercury...

I saw the traps, they were easy to spot --I just needed to look outside my window and see the desolateness of it all...


Painting: Iraqi artist, Rafa Al-Nassiri

July 5, 2010

The Final Solution - Extermination

My last post on Falluja left me not depressed...depressed is the wrong word...it left me...not sad either...it left me...words left me...

Yes words left me...they took an exit...because I have no words.

This is no longer about Saddam Hussein and his non existent WMD's. This is no longer about Dictatorship, Tyranny, and all that garbage that you've been fed for over 7 years...

The Truth has hit me - first it knocked on my door, but in my rationalizing mind, I thought to myself, that can't be it -- they can't possibly want to wipe us out completely, totally...OK they hate us deeply, for no reason or maybe for all the reasons of the world...since the dawn of civilization, but surely...but...but...but...

Brainwashed, I used that same BUT you keep using...

But Falluja this time around, gave me another jolt, another thrust into another level of Truth...

The words of Paul Bremmer, the American psychopath - kept ringing in my ears - "let's bring them down to 5 Million Iraqis, that should be sufficient "...

Again, why ?

Let's face it, we found the WMD's - they are made in the USA and not so Great Britain...
But why genetically modify us, why have us mutate into sterile women with dead male infants and deformed monstrous females...

What does that mean in 10 years or 20 years ? It means those who have not died of disease like cancer, will remain "handicapped". It means that they will not produce males but only hideous females...and if they do manage to give birth, it will be to dead males...

It means....EXTERMINATION

I don't believe that Uranium was the only agent used in Falluja. Uranium was used in other parts of Iraq -- over 40 areas are heavily contaminated, in particular Mosul in the North and Basra in the South...but Falluja is something else...

I believe that something else has been used alongside Uranium on the Sunnis of Iraq.

In the Anbar you have Iranian nuclear waste being dumped, in Falluja you had Americans experimenting with new kinds of weapons...new kinds of weapons were also used in the Battle of the Airport back in 2003...

Iraqis, RESISTING Iraqis were/are their guinea pigs...

This not the story of Depleted Uranium. I can bet you anything, there's more to it...

Zionist -- America, England and Iran want us exterminated. Of that, I have no more doubts.

It's that simple really.

It's the final solution - a slow agonizing one...

July 2, 2010

"Falluja Worse Than Hiroshima "

The information is too important not to jot down...this is a rushed post.

I just finished watching a re-run of Ahmad Mansour's Al-Jazeera Arabic - interview with Prof.Chris Busby. Prof Busby is a Scientist and Director of Green Audit, and scientific secretary of the European Committee on Radiation Risks. To find out more on Prof Chris Busby and his work -- Google -- Chris Busby Uranium.

Prof Busby has published many articles on radiation, uranium and contamination in countries such as Lebanon, Kosovo, Gaza and of course Iraq.

His latest findings - which were the subject of the program aired on Al-Jazeera are what I will focus on here.

As some of you know, Falluja is a forbidden city. It was subjected to intense bombardments in 2004, with DU bombs and White phosphorus, and since it has become a no go zone - meaning that both the Iraqi puppet authorities and the U.S invading/occupying forces do not allow anyone to conduct any real study in Falluja. Falluja is basically under siege.

Obviously both the Americans and the Iraqis know something and are hiding it from the public. And this is where Prof. C.Busby comes in the picture. He was/is adamant to get to the bottom of what took place in Falluja in 2004.

Being a top scientist in his field, he set out to conduct a survey/research in Falluja whose preliminary results will be published in 2 weeks - hopefully.

Prof Busby found many obstacles while undertaking this project. Neither he nor any member of his team were allowed access to Falluja to conduct interviews. He said when the main door closes, one has to find other doors to open. And this is what he did. He managed to gather a team of Iraqis from Falluja to conduct the surveys for him.

The research project was based on 721 families from Falluja with 4'500 participants - living in both high level and lower level radiation zones. Results were compared to a control group - a sample of the same number of families living in a non radioactive zone in another Arab country. For the purpose of the study he chose three other countries for comparison - Kuwait, Egypt and Jordan.

Before getting into the preliminary results I must note the following :

- the Iraqi authorities threatened all the participants of this survey with arrest and detention should they cooperate with the "terrorists" who were interviewing them. In other words, they were threatened under the anti-terrorism act.

- The U.S forces prohibited Dr.Busby for gathering any data, arguing that Falluja is an insurgency zone.

- The doctors from Falluja turned down the request to be aired live on the Ahmad Mansour program because they had received several death threats and feared for their lives.

In other words, the study was conducted under very difficult and life threatening conditions. But it was conducting nonetheless.

As the program has not been uploaded on youtube, I can't give a word for word transcription. I took short hand notes and memorized the rest. But I will do my best to present all the facts I heard today.


So what is it that the US and its Iraqi puppets do not want the public to learn ? And why are they are not allowing any measurements of the levels of radiation in Falluja, and why did they even forbid the IAEA to enter Falluja ?

What exactly happened in Falluja ? What were the kinds of bombs used ? Was it just DU or more ?

1) One thing that is very peculiar to Falluja is that the rates of cancer have risen dramatically in a very short space of time i.e since 2004. Examples given by Dr.Busby :

- rate of Child Leukemia is 40 X (times) higher since 2004 than during previous years. And compared to Jordan for instance it is 38 X times higher.
- rate of breast cancer is 10 X higher since 2004
- rate of lymphatic cancer is also 10 x higher since 2004.

2) Another peculiarity to Falluja is the dramatic rise in infant mortality rates. Compared to 2 other Arab countries like Kuwait and Egypt who are not contaminated by radiation these are the figures :

- infant mortality rates for Falluja is 80 infants out of 1'000 births in comparison to Kuwait with 9 infants out of 1'000, and to Egypt with 19 infants out of 1'000. (so Iraqi infant mortality rate is 4 times higher than Egypt and 9 times higher than Kuwait)

3) the third peculiarity to Falluja is the number of genetic deformities that has suddenly exploded since 2004. This is a subject I've already covered in the past. But this is not the whole story, today I learned something else. The radiation of whatever agent that was used by the "liberating forces", not only causes massive genetic deformities but also and this is very important :

- it causes structural changes at the cellular level.

- which in turns means due to the genetic make up of male infants (lack of X chromosome), male infants are more likely to die at birth, and female infants are more likely to survive birth with strong deformities. And here another example is given by Dr.Busby : prior to 2003 the birth rates in Falluja were as follows : 1050 male infants to 1000 female infants. In 2005, there has been only 350 male infants born - meaning that male infants do not survive.

- as for the female infants and this is where the tragedy lies...radiation causes change at the DNA level, which means that these same female if they do survive, and if they do reproduce will give birth to genetically disfigured females and dead male infants.

- the above findings are backed by other studies conducted on the children and grandchildren of Hiroshima survivors (in 2007) and which show that even the third generation exhibits genetic malformations including disease(cancer, heart, etc...)by a rate of 50 X times. In Chernobyl on the other hand, studies on animals in the same area have shown that the effects of radiation have genetically modified 22 generations. In sum radiation is transmitted from gene to gene and has a cumulative effect with time. (won't go into how - with cells accumulation/ memory and the working of the immune system - here. You can read more details about that once Prof Busby's paper is published)

- Some of the infant deformities are so grotesque that both Al-Jazeera and the BBC who produced a documentary on the same subject - refused to air pictures to their viewers. Examples of deformities which Ahmad Mansour has pictures of are :
* children born without eyes
* children with two and three heads
* children born with no orifices
* children born with brain and eye/retina malignant tumors
* children born with vital organs lacking
* children born with missing limbs or extra ones
* children born with no genitals
* children born with severe cardiac malformation

and more...

- on that same point, doctors in Falluja were asked for the purpose of the study to note the rates of birth defects in the space of one month and compare to a previous month and this is the result : in the space of one month alone births with defects rose from 1 x day (previous month) to 3 x day (current month designated for the study which was February 2010)

- Uranium is fed into the blood stream through ingestion and inhalation. The massive levels of Uranium the people of Falluja were subjected to also accounts for the vertiginous rise in lung, lymph nodes and breast cancers in adults.

-there are 40 other sites (areas) in Iraq heavily contaminated but Falluja is the WORST hit.

Already with these preliminary findings, Prof. Busby and his team concluded that in comparison to Hiroshima and Nagazaki - Falluja was worse. And I quote from Dr.Busby : " The situation in Falluja is scary and horrendous, it is more dangerous and worse than Hiroshima..."

On a side but very related note :

I mentioned these are preliminary results - why so ?

Because Prof. Busby has been harassed and has had his research funds slashed, doors closed in his face, threatened, (alongside other scientists who tried conducting similar studies in the 90's in Iraq), abandoned by the scientific community, mobbed --because of the nature of his work on Iraq. The political implications are enormous and dangerous for the US and its cronies. It means that the scientific evidence for War Crimes is right here at our fingertips...

Hence Prof. Busby's life has been made very difficult. The research paper that he took great pains in conducting and producing was sent to the Lancet for reviewing at the Scientific committee level, the Lancet turned it down saying it did not have the time to review it. Labs who cooperated in the past to test samples - turned him down when they found out that the samples were from Iraq. Only 2 labs are willing to test the samples for the EXACT MATERIAL/AGENT USED IN FALLUJA - and they are willing to do so only at a very exorbitant price - again due to the sensitive nature of the study. Also due to lack of funds, Prof Busby has about 20 samples from Falluja for testing -- that he is carefully safeguarding -- is awaiting the necessary funds to do so.

When asked by Ahmad Mansour what makes him persevere seeing all the formidable obstacles that he has been facing - his reply was :

" All my life, I sought the Truth, I am a hunter of the Truth in a jungle of lies. I also have children. Children are not only our future, they are the carriers of future generations. For 50 years we have been contaminating the planet (with radiation) and we pass this legacy onto our children and grandchildren. We owe it to the people of Falluja to find out the Truth "

When asked how he manages with no funds and doors closing in his face - his reply was :

" I rely on the goodwill of people who send little amounts here and there, and am also a firm believer if the main door closes, open other ones. When there's a will, there's a way."

Hats off to you Prof. Busby.

I urge all the people reading this post, all people of conscience, I urge all the Iraqis (get a move on for God's sake!) and all Arabs to contact Prof. Busby and to donate so the samples from Falluja can be tested and the Truth can be uncovered. And I shall end this post with a final quote from this great dedicated man

" The Truth has wings that can't be clipped "

I have to end here. It's early morning, I have not slept yet. I wanted to get this out to the world...the question I shall take with me to bed -- if I can ever close my eyes -- is the same question I have been asking since 2003 - Why ? What have the Iraqi people, what have the Iraqi children done to you to deserve all that ?

The implications are harrowing....

P.S: Paola Pisi, Editor of Uruknet found the youtube video, it has just been uploaded. I don't know how she does these things because I've been searching for it for hours. Thank you Paola. Here's another dedicated person to theTruth. If anyone can translate it fully into English I'd appreciate that. Am really too exhausted to review it now and compare it to my notes, above. Again I repeat my plea - IRAQIS GET OFF YOUR ASSES. "Foreigners" care more about your country and the Truth than you do. Shameful lot !